Make no mistake oh enemy, I am a child of God, Christ Jesus calls me "brother". I know the filthiness of the rags I wore and called "me", I know I'm a sinner deserving death, I accept my trials and persecutions from the wrath of God for who I am. But I possess something through faith that you will NEVER take from me. He who is in me is stronger than your lies and reality you would like to stick back onto my conscience. My Savior died so that I can walk straight into the sun singing songs of joy and praise without worrying about this flesh that's blackening and burning off my bones. See, God has a new flesh for me hidden in the leading of my Savior. I glory and find joy when you come against me, I challenge you, bring it ! I am more than a conqueror through Christ who strengthens me. I detest your version of happiness and selfishness, I WANT TO burn in the flames because in the process I'm becoming one with the sun. Every hateful word, every slap to the face, every disappointment, every lie, every rude look and judgemental stare, it all brings happiness and joy that's leading to my resurrection, and one day I will say with the apostle Paul, "it is no longer I who lives, but Christ who lives in me". Jesus already went through this and gained the prize. You can't comprehend the spirit that's in me, it's foolishness to you, I already know that. But some 2,000 years ago a man lived who walked my walk of shame and rejection for me and paid the price for everything I know I deserve. He fought a fight and won, and today He is alive inside of me reassuring me daily of the victory that's at the end of your road you see as my downfall. Faith can move mountains because on my own I would of killed myself a long time ago from my guilt and left a legacy of lies and stupidity. But by the Grace and Love of God, He calls the things that are nothing to existence as if there EVERYTHING. I have life, and my life may not mean much to you but it means everything to God and I'm giving it back to the One who gave it to me.
" Oh Lord dear God, you alone know hearts and transform the minds and desires of all of us. There is no us without you and I pray for my enemies and those being ignorantly used thinking they accomplish anything but my progression closer to You. I praise Your Mighty Glorious name from the lowest valley to the highest mountain top, You alone Oh Lord are the reason and purpose in life, and I ask today that You give me the Wisdom and Compassion to wake up the sleeping people around me that can't comprehend how Amazing and Loving You truly are."
" Oh Lord dear God, you alone know hearts and transform the minds and desires of all of us. There is no us without you and I pray for my enemies and those being ignorantly used thinking they accomplish anything but my progression closer to You. I praise Your Mighty Glorious name from the lowest valley to the highest mountain top, You alone Oh Lord are the reason and purpose in life, and I ask today that You give me the Wisdom and Compassion to wake up the sleeping people around me that can't comprehend how Amazing and Loving You truly are."